It's been so great to see baby on the sono every four weeks. He is constantly moving during the sonograms, which is just amazing to watch. And he opens and closes his mouth quite a bit. I don't remember ever seeing Cooper do that. Maybe that's a normal baby thing, but it is so cute to see!
Now that we have a room to get cleaned up and ready for baby, it's hitting me more and more that another little boy will be in this house. We talk about Baby Brother a lot and Cooper is starting to ask more questions about him. The most recent conversation we had went like this...
Cooper: Who Baby Brother's Mommy?
Me: Well, I'm his Mommy.
Cooper: No. You MY Mommy. Who Baby Brother's Mommy be?
Me: (holding back tears) I am your Mommy, but I am also Baby Brother's Mommy. Isn't that neat?
Cooper: But you MY Mommy...
Now that I was officially crying, I tried to explain to Cooper that I will always, always be his Mommy, but I'm also going to be Baby Brother's Mommy. This was a really hard thing to explain, but in the end, I think he understood. I think... It was the first glimpse of how tough it's going to be to share time. I love being home with Cooper. I love our time together. I love, love, love being his Mommy. But there is going to be another little amazing boy in this house that I'll get spend my days with, too. It's going to be an adjustment for all of us. This conversation totally pulled at my heart.

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