So...it happened. Cooper was ready. Philip was ready. Mama
was not ready. Even though we weren't completely finished putting together or moving Cooper into his new room, the bed was ready, which meant, to Philip and Cooper, that it was open for sleeping. I was getting ready to put Cooper down when suddenly Philip asked, "Coop, you want to sleep in your big boy room tonight?" The next thing I know Cooper and Philip are emptying out the crib and carrying all of Cooper's sleeping goodies to his new room--blankie, Big Elephant, Gus, Ooh Ooh, cozy blanket, and, yes, a hammer. I was caught in the hallway between both rooms with my mouth open, completely unable to say anything besides, "uh...uh...wait...umm...what?!"
This is what Philip looked like carrying all of Coop's goodies into the new room.

Cooper was so, so excited about this new bed and new room! He instantly jumped into bed and went straight to his train buckets to pick out a book to read. He asked Philip to lay down with him and read and there was Mommy, still standing in the hallway, not sure what just happened. And then came the tears. I kept thinking...but I didn't get one last picture of him sleeping in his crib!
Cooper's nursery suddenly had a different feel. It felt empty. And it was hitting me that another little boy was going to have that room and sleep in that crib, which of course is a blessing and I'm grateful to have it, but it was just hitting me kind of hard.
Coop and Philip settled into the big bed to read books and I tried to dry my tears enough to snap some photos. They were as cozy as they could be.

After Philip finished reading, Coop said he wanted Mommy to lay down with him. Little did he know I probably needed that more than he did, so I was happy to oblige. I told him how proud I was of him for being a big boy and he said he was excited. And then came more tears. After laying down with Cooper for a bit, I told him I was going to do some things in the kitchen and I'd be back to check on him. I reminded him that he needed to stay in bed, otherwise he'd have to go back to his crib. As soon as I shut the door, I heard him crawling out of bed. He opened the door to see me standing there, but I just turned him around, put him back in bed and reminded him about his sticker chart (more on that later). I said good night and left the room again. He got out of bed only one other time, but after I tucked in back in for the second time, he stayed put and soon fell asleep.
I went in to check on him and saw this. He was peacefully sleeping under Big Elephant. I, on the other hand, was still a mess. Tears tears tears. And they just wouldn't stop. Thank you pregnancy hormones...right?
Cooper slept ALL night and woke up happy at 8:00 a.m. I was sure I was going to hear little footsteps coming down the hallway as soon as I heard him through the monitor, so I just laid in bed and waited. I could hear him talking, but didn't hear any signs of him getting out of bed. I wondered if this could possibly be true? At 8:30 a.m. I finally decided to go in there and see what he was doing. I found him completely happy and SO proud of himself for sleeping in his big boy bed. He had just been playing and reading in his bed, waiting for me to come in there.


I went on and on and on about how proud of him I was and what a big boy he was that he stayed in bed and slept all night! He was proud of himself, too. Cheering, clapping and jumping up and down! And then, I started crying. Again. Through my tears I said, "I'm crying because I'm just so proud of you." Cooper responded by saying, "Don't cry, Mama. I big boy!" Sigh.